In knots

My stomach is in a thousand knots. Last week was stressful and I spent the weekend relaxing. Alas, this week just got a thousand times more stressful and I'm truly about to break under the pressure of it all.

I have two more chapters of management to get read by the end of the week so I can go sell my book. I have to create my financials and finalize my business plan and get it printed and bound this week. I have two induction ceremonies to attend this week. Labs to practice, electronics to learn, electronics TEST on Thursday (really this is the cause of all this), and a weekend that will be much needed and yet, no more helpful in this whole process.

I'm working for my throwing coach from high school this weekend on friday and saturday. I need the money so there is really no turning it down and it might be fun. I need to go give blood and I severely need to wash my car. I just don't think there are enough hours in the day. Easter dinner is Sunday so I will likely hang out at home on Sunday night, which gives me Sunday afternoon to accomplish the things around the house that I need to get done.

My mind is a jumble with everything I have to do and I find myself on the verge of tears every now and then. These are the moments that being in school sure as hell ain't worth it. The only relief I find is that in approximately 26 days, this semester will be over. I will be embarking on another rough adventure after that, but I will also be only three weeks away from camp, dear camp.

I will be lucky if I can sleep.

And, to top it all off, I miss my boyfriend.

Unfortunately, I have run out of time to think. Now it is time to do.

See you on the other side.